Spiritual Writings by Lisa Ballico 2007
Seed Guidance 17/08/2007
I have done today some of the seed guidance that i was shown how to use late last year. Basically, ( wiggle word) because i am feeling so out of touch with my guides. Its a strange feeling for me.
Usually, I can feel my guides around me and always can get guidance when I ask, yet, since the NDE on that Friday a few weeks back, i feel like i am out there by myself.
However, it is not an awful, abandoned feeling; its just like I am suppose to know the answers myself or they want me to use my own abilitites or something.
Its new to me, ill tell you.
I am missing the reassurance of Michael who i felt around me as little as two weeks ago but who has now stepped back and Matriel, my guardian angel- always i have heard her in my right ear and now, when i did call to her, the response seemed far away and like it was coming from the ground or below me. It was strange and i am wondering why.
I dont know how to actually access the knowledge and guidance they are pushing me towards, and (spiritually) i just feel a bit like I am in a crowd of people and someone has 'pushed' me out of the crowd, so that i am standing apart from them.
I can still see and feel them, but i am not part of that scene anymore.
I am standing alone.
Does this make sense to anyone ?
Why wouldnt I be part of that scene anymore ? ( surely its not because i want to run ??????????????)
Is it because now that i am different, my guides are different? and if so, why dont they make themselves known?
who was that energy who stopped me going into the light?
Again, i want to say that this is not an awful feeling of alone, its just so different to anything I have expereinced before- previously when i have felt alone or abandoned i have known that in truth, it was me putting up the barriers and this is not like that.
I am open to guidance and support; they seem to want me to do it myself.
So, anyway, I have used my seed guidance this morning and asked three questions of who ever it is that is out there looking out for me. these seeds were given to me from the book 'with a little help from my friends' by Dawn Hill, which is sitting on my bedside table, calmly waiting for me to finish, 'Many masters, many lives' by Brian Weiss.
So here goes.
The seeds are highlighted.
Q1. What do you want me to know ?
A : You must request to remember your contract and write down and share what you learn. Always, you will require patience as only through perserverance will you reach the mountaintop and only by allowing the process of being born again to proceed will you come upon understanding. For now, you are as a child amongst the grownups and respect is required and we ask you to remember always the mountain of which you scale. Soon you will reach the top-ask and persevere with your memories, be true to you and by doing so, be true to me.
Q2. Who am I ? ( I have not expanded on the seeds to this as they felt self explanetary to me)
Humour
Activist
Master
Nutrition ( i took this to mean as in 'nurturing' or 'nurturer')
Meeting ( sharing, talking etc)
Environment
Before (in a past life ????)
Four Corners ( of the universe, the elements, nature, etc)
Air ( mind, intellect,etc)
Understanding
Q3 Who is my Guide ? ( I am still working on this and somehow i dont feel i am meant to decipher this one myself- ANY help would be appreciated)
Pages
Hindu
self critical
contact
journey
atmosphere
continued
believe
why
we
me x
loving you
and you loving me
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The Energies of Now by Lisa Ballico 15/8/07
Can you feel the energy of now?
In our world now the energy is of integration- of body, soul, spirit and emotions.
its everywhere.
We move towards a time when the barriers are down, removed, and all aspects of life, of us, merge to become one. This is a great time for us.
So much of our struggle here comes from our need to constantly balance the opposite polarities of our world and now, as we grow into our new DNA structure and cells align, this need , this push, is fading into the past- for in the new way, the time just ahead, all truly is one- all aspects of self are integrated fully into the soul body and the purpose of our being here on earth.
Now is not at time of choices and decision making, for in truth, the choices have been made- now is a time of non resistance as the choices we have made align within us and our world and we move through to the next world stage.
This is a time, that if greeted with non-resistance can reveal great mysteries and secrets, can reveal great advances in our world.
Now is the time of one.
Be open to this, as it comes your way- integration of all aspects of life becomes more need than desire in most awakened beings, as dross built up from previous experiences is shed and the new you , the fresh you, emerges.
This period is not without pain for some but in the pain is the truth of growth and of movement forward.
Acknowledge and accept.Iit is a time of huge awakening
Water is necessary as all of us suffer with a need to rehydrate cells that are changing and modifying at a rate so fast that hourly hydration is required- hydration is required for all as is acceptance of now.
Be as you and be as one.
Energy now is to move past the limitations of the mind and knowing, into the time of being.
This is truth, as i see it.
Lisa x
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That Friday by Lisa Ballico 8/8/2007
Tonight was great- wonderful- I am still smiling
Robert is a wonderful speaker and so spiritually inspiring.
I am actually having a little cry here now because I am a bit overwhelmed and a bit very happy.
I received some confirmation tonight about something I had been wondering about over the last couple of weeks, since the day that has become lodged in my brain as THAT FRIDAY,the 27/7/07- that day, the day that changed me forever.
As you know, I was trialing some new medication given to me by my Dr, Phillipa. I had started it on the Tuesday and the first couple of days were fine, however, by the Thursday, I was a tired, scattered wreck, and again, as you know, I spent most of the next 48-72 hours in various stages of sleeping.
Something transpired on the Friday , somewhere between 1pm and 2pm.
I was in bed, dozing, waking and dozing again. I had spoken with the dr who had told me to sleep the medication off and I had texted HOM to tell him I was doing that.
So, i was sleeping, kind of...........in -out- in- out, when i suddenly felt this huge pull like when you pull the plug out of a sink full of water, and i felt myself 'lifting up', 'rising up' off my bed- I felt aware that something was occuring and i remember looking down and seeing ME lying in bed, in my dressing gown, sleeping.
I looked at me and I knew what I was seeing, that i was seeing 'me' and i just knew that i was out of my body.
I wasnt scared. I was excited.
Then, again, 'whoosh' and i was moving through darkness, towards a beautiful glowing light.
What seems strange now is how much i really wanted to get to that light, i mean, i really wanted to get there, into the blue white light.
I was trying so hard to make my way there when I felt the presence of an energy next to me on the right side and just above me.
The energy was certainly a female energy, lots of blue with what seemed to be a halo of red- maybe hair ?
I cant remember now too much of what she said to me and even now, the memories I have of the whole experience are fading fast.
I do know that she spoke to me and offered me a choice- She told me that yes, i could go on into the light but that I was to know that what i had set out to do in this life was still unfinished and I would need to return quickly.
I dont remember making a choice but then she pointed to a little girl who i immediatly recognised as me at about age 5. There were words spoken about her and how she was still here but that she was now going and I would have to be without her.
I know i wanted to go to the light but I didnt, however, i feel little Lisa did.
Next thing I was back in my bed, drenched in sweat, with little Lisa's face etched permently in my heart.
I wasnt sure what had happened, whether it was a dream or not, and for the next 12-24 hours I kept flitting between sleep and half awake states.
By the time I got around to totally focusing on my experience, much of it was already gone from my mind.
I put it down to a near-death experience and I remember telling my father a few days later what i had experienced.
By the time i shared this with my full moon sisters, i was already losing most of the recall but I did know and do know that what i felt happen to me that Friday was something totally out of this world.
I call it near-death experience for ease of explansion but basically, i am sure, and I shared this tonight, that I died that Friday between 1 and 2pm, and somewhere, someone, for some reason intervened in that passing and bought me back.
As I said, I was given a choice- also, I dont remember making the choice but I came back or someone did.
Anyway, thats my story.
Life has been different since then, I have been different since then.
In the past two weeks I have felt a strong pull towards organsiation and health and peacefulness and have felt happier and more in love with life than i have in a long time.
Something happened to me that Friday, something changed and i feel truly in my heart that i know what it was.
And tonight, out the blue, it was confirmed for me, what i had been thinking all along.
Something DID change, something moved on and something moved in.
I beleive Lisa died and I beleive Lisa was, in a manner of speaking, reborn.
I am different now.
Life is different now.
Im glad I didnt go, yet, I'm also glad that 'she' the other me, did.
She was exhausted by life and living, she was a little girl who grew up and found this world too hard.
It is different now.
I feel new and shiny
.......and tall....................
How blessed I am
Lisa x
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The Relearning Period by Lisa Ballico 8/8/2007
Its so quiet tonight.
Marc is working away and both the offspring sleep.
as do the hounds.
It is quiet in the nest.
Archangel Michael calls, again, and I wonder..........could I go there again ? Could I once again become the channel I was ?
I dont know.
I find the idea wonderful yet terrrifying as well. I worry about anything messing with my brain, so i need think this through, because if I start, i know I will be required to be full on.
Lately the angels are everywhere, the other world is everywhere, the veil is thin, almost non-existant and I think, as we continue to rise in vibration this 'seperation' of worlds will continue to diminish.
We are no doubt heading towards and at the front door of a hugely enlightened time. The energies of now are incredible in that they bring balance but they bring clarity as well. Where as before we were always wondering, how? why? now we seem to know, we seem to understand...we seem to be more open too the guidance that is open to us.
I am accepting of this.
I am not trying to control the aspects of me or of my life anymore- this is a huge lesson- YES, we must hold on to and exert our own personal power when required but does this personal power actually have any bearing on our life path?
I dont know- my opinion would be no.
The Universe is laying out a plan for us, has laid it out in detail and in truth, all we really need to do is 'be'- everything will come together as it must- faith means not always having control.
I hear the words of our Goddess and She tells me to rebirth all ideas and projects, to rebrith all learning and to bring ourselves to a greater understanding of WHAT WE ALREADY KNOW rather than constantly searching for answers to new questions. As She speaks I am made aware of our greater need for enrichment both on a personal, physical and spiritual level. The Lady is telling me to develop what I have and to trust that all I need to know will come to me in time, in place.
I walked the streets of our City tonight with my son.
I saw the sadness that lives there after dark, when all is closed.
I asked myself and in turn I ask my Goddess, 'why is this so? why , if we are all so blessed with abundance does the world continue to display souls so greatly lacking?'
She answers me with 'Lack ? to whose mind is this lack? to whose mind is the course of these souls lives to be seen as lack?.'
I dont understand fully, yet i do.......its about judgement and how we do and we shouldnt and that all of us are merely walking the path before us, whether as Prince of England, Witch of Waratah or homeless person of Hunter st.
To see 'lack' is to form judgement, and in truth, I step away from the judging aspect of my life.
Our powers are strong now.
Now, more than ever, the earth and the universe are open to us reactivating our powers of crown and manifestation. We are to look for the keys that open our minds- it can be as simple as reading a different book, paper or magazine or trying a new craft, sport, hobby.
Anything to keep us alert and open.
The Lady tells me, that in so many ways now , human race is defined as one, the acceptance of the whole therory of two becoming one is once again being embraced upon earth and this is a reason for great joy.
Relearn.
Pull out the knowledge of years gone past and relook at it.
Relearn with the eyes of wisdom.
Things I learnt at 24 must now be relearnt at 44.
My approach to them will be different, i am older now, wiser.............yet relearning is the way now-reusing, recycling, relearning old skills and knowledge. The world now is different, the Unviersal energies are higher than ever before- old knowledge needs new eyes, fresh minds, - from the past, our past, much can be gleaned.
Michael tells me we are entering a period of five now- I believe he means five years, where in this five year period we will regrow all past learning and all past situations and meld them to the present life we find- so basically, things that arise now are things that were not dealt with before.
Fear or choice left them unfinished, now is the time when lightworkers will start to regroup within their own cells- relearning as from scratch, reprogramming with new , updated vibrational material.
Everything we need to know, we already do know now.
Soon, there will be no seperation of worlds- all will become one as is the way of the Divine- what holds us back now is our own fear of moving forward and this too must be addressed.
The earliest Blue Stars are reaching an age now where differences are starting to be made. ( most blue stars started to come in around 2000). Most parents of Blue Star children will find themselves with a child who is often the direct opposite of the parents personality. This is learning being provided for the parent, this is growth.
Time to relearn some things, release some things and remember some things.
Guidance is here, right here.
We need only ever ask for it.
Its a beautiful day.
Blessed Be x
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Assorted Writings by Lisa Ballico 2007copyright
Lying
the refs mother-late night ravings of a full moon charged hag
monday stuff
Be truth
between me and her
fining Moments
as I sit
minutia
within
Personal Symbols
the gift of today by Lisa Ballico
Spiritually Speaking........2/5/07
Honouring the Past- Samhain 07
8 of Cups and being Lisa again
Whispers on the Wind
Wounded
The Call
The Myth of Union
Wednesday Wonderings and Weakness
From a Journal...... ( Creative Writing)
Writing without Fear
Tuesday Today Rain and Bliss in a Circle
From a Journal........ creative writing
Fear of being me and a funny picture of EW
other peoples crap
Universal Indicators
Energy Dump
love
Why the pain?
When clarity descends
Key
Disturbing Dreams
Custard and Divinity
Heart Centre
Dross Sortage
Towards Peace
Letting Go of The Dream
little people
Activated Bride
Forgiveness
God
Silent Tears
Being A Witch on Sunday
First Post-New Year
Assorted Writings by Lisa Ballico 2006 copyright
THOUGHTS & OPINIONS
Cruel
Igraine Loves.
Asunder
comma
I am Witch.
Rapid
Free Will
Reality Grey
Reasoning Salad
Aspects of Sister
This Cycle of Raihn
Authentic Knowing
Angelic Raihn TM (copyright) Elizabeth Ballico
Ponder This.
GREY
Q&A - The Core Chakra-hormones, sexuality, reproduction
Q & A : Explaining the Symbols by elizabeth ballico ( copyright)
Fan on a Stand
Truth
The Dip.
Nota
Really Looking.
Broken White Lines
All Is
The Process of Faith
Expression of Soul in Time.
The Fourth Cup
Sensitising a Desensitised World.
Negating the Effects of Sunshine.
Sorting Me Out
Links in the Chain of My Blended World..........
Some Things I Have Learned......
Acknowledging the Hurdles.......
The IIlusion of Normal, What Ever THAT Is.............
Is It Possible To Go Backwards on our Spiritual Path ?
Dealing with the Afternoon Pain..........
The Storm in Me............
CRIKEY !!
hannelling Michael
Why August Was.......the August TT8 Activation..
Indigo, Crystal and Blue Star Children by Elizabeth Ballico
Raihning Again....
Older Blue Stars - people born prior to 2000
Angels & Guides & Spiritual Helpers - A PUSHY bunch !!!
Allowing Myself to Feel.
More Questions & Answers.......I love them..........
The King Of Cups -A Walk In- At Rose Cottage !
I Have Learned...........
The Blue Star Children
Living With Faith in a World that Needs Proof
Trying to Explain the Tallison/Tallisen realm.
Explaining the Afternoon Pain.
Making The Most Of Today......
Saying 'I Love You'- the power of words.
Loneliness
When My World Makes No Sense.
This Readers Life............
Tell Me What You Think............ (reincarnation)
Believing as I do.......................
Rejection. My thoughts.....
ome Recent Life Lessons.........
Grief & Grieving
Angels & Crystals
Surrounded by Angels
Spiritual Tidbits- sharing some aquired knowledge
May's Word : Harmony– this months message.
Soul Names
Lisa's personal therory for Releasing (the dining room table theory)
TAROT
Tarot - Majors & Minors
current life lesson- Hanged Man
Todays Card - Two of Pentacles
Todays Card- Ace of Chalices ( cups)
Todays Card - Two of Wands
Todays Card-Eight of Pentacles
Todays Card - Strength
Todays Card- Five of Pentacles
Todays Card-Elder of Swords ( King)
Todays Card- 10 of Chalices
Todays Card - Five of Swords
Todays Card- Three of Pentacles
Todays Card- three of wands
Todays Card
Card Of the Day-Wednesday- Judgement
Card of the Day- Thursday- Hanged Man
Card of the Day-Friday- the Sun.
Card of the Day- Saturday- the Hierophant
Card of the Day-Tuesday- The Chariot
Card of the Day- Wednesday-5 of Pentacles
Card of the Day - Friday- Page Of Cups
Card Of the Day- Monday- The Devil
Card of the Day - Tuesday- Wheel Of Fortune
Card of the day - Wednesday - TOWER
card of the day- the High Priestess
WICCA
Magick.....
Turquoise Gratitude.................
Raihn's Cauldron..........The Point...
Raihn's Cauldron : random points of interest..........
aihn's Cauldron :You know you are a Witch when........
Full Moon-June - introspection
Some Wesak info.......
Full Moon - March
Mabon
Magick.....